Friend 1:40am
So, I went on a DATE..a real DATE ..he paid for it date. [...] anyways..I went on a first date for the first time in my life…guys never like me.
- this is weird. We went to see Cloverfield(hated it)….but I WASN’T AWKWARD..i was like super confident( no idea how)..and I have made a really big friend group and for once I actually fit in with everyone..unlike the high school drama and pettiness..It is really refreshing..and I have guy friends.. I HAVE GUY FRIENDS?! I love being away from home!
- but I honestly don’t “like”.I am honestly content for the first time in my life..
anyone right now..weird I know. I really feel that God is teaching me patience to trust that He won’t give me the desire for someone that is 2nd best and I am waiting for what is His best..
DATE.
- This is NOT weird. It is not weird that you got asked out- your HOT- boys like Hot girls.
- You were confident because you LOOK so good- thus (ha) making you FEEL GOOD and be CONFIDENT.
Dr.Lill’s Diagnosis
You have started a new CHAPTER- you are free from the POISON that was SUCKING YOU DOWN.
All those [girls] were just PULLING you down in high school.. they were dog poop on your foot. You’ve scraped it OFF- and you’ve ARRIVED- (no thanks to them)- now no one is holding you back! You are FREE!
YOu don’t HAVE to “LIKE – LIKE” anyone! It takes the pressure off.
Let men flock and hunt you down!
It never works the other way around… EVER!!!!!!!!
contentment= best feeling in the WORLD.I agree. God has a plan- you are going to do something great.
Remember: as you move “up” you’re confidence ladder BRING OTHERS UP WITH YOU!!!!
you’re awesome… keep the confidence UP. You look amazing… your funny… apparently VERY popular!… stay CONTENT… totally happy- grounded- and completely self-assured because THAT is attractive!!!!!!!!
peace.
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